Are you or someone in ur family struggling with a handicap? Maybe even a painful disease? Weather it be from infancy or life winds, your attitude can make a difference. God planned ur life b4 he foundations of the earth. You have a divine purpose seek & find it.
Don't feed Satan with ur fear and grumblings. Starve him with ur trust and praises. You'll be amazed at the results. God is waiting with open arms.
" Neither this man nor his parents sinned, " said Jesus, " but this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life. " John 9:3
Monday, November 5, 2007
Cocoon Island
It's a fabulous place located in your own City. All it takes is simple preparation and BOOM you're there! The creativity in this place will lead you to personal reflection and renewal. No fees what so ever. Best of all; it's only as far away as your own bathroom.
For best results start your new adventure with a full fast ( It's going without food for a definite period of time in which you drink only liquids (water and/or juice) & turning the phone ringer off. Then light two coconut ( any fruit scented ) candles. Play some Beethoven " Fur Elyse"( any calming )music while the pond of peace fills. Pour a fourth cup of cucumber ( any kind )oil and dead sea ( Or Epsom )salt into the hot steamy waterfalls. Step into the world of wonders.
As you embark into the journey of surrender ; just inhale the positive and exhale the negative. Let your body absorb all the minerals it needs to replenish. Allow your soul to recharge itself. Open the door for your spirit to just wander in the heavenly realms. Dwell on all He has called you to be. Search your heart and be ready for neat surprises. Delete forever all from your mental recycle bin. Reminisce on all in your inner archives. Examine your heart and let Jesus determine your score. Always be sure that His score will always be higher than yours.
Trust me you'll want to be on this island forever. Unfortunately, you must take time to bask in the heat ( trials of life ). Once you leave this island, your focus will be sharpened, your spirit will be renewed, and your heart will be at peace. The worries and cares of this world will no longer disturb you, for you will be completely surrounded with the rest promised by taking on Christ's yoke.
P.S. I guess you figure that bubblebaths are one of my best practices for renewal and reflection. In the bathtub I sit right under the shower. As the water falls on my head, I think of the Holy Spirit pouring over me, renewing me with His refreshing oil.
For best results start your new adventure with a full fast ( It's going without food for a definite period of time in which you drink only liquids (water and/or juice) & turning the phone ringer off. Then light two coconut ( any fruit scented ) candles. Play some Beethoven " Fur Elyse"( any calming )music while the pond of peace fills. Pour a fourth cup of cucumber ( any kind )oil and dead sea ( Or Epsom )salt into the hot steamy waterfalls. Step into the world of wonders.
As you embark into the journey of surrender ; just inhale the positive and exhale the negative. Let your body absorb all the minerals it needs to replenish. Allow your soul to recharge itself. Open the door for your spirit to just wander in the heavenly realms. Dwell on all He has called you to be. Search your heart and be ready for neat surprises. Delete forever all from your mental recycle bin. Reminisce on all in your inner archives. Examine your heart and let Jesus determine your score. Always be sure that His score will always be higher than yours.
Trust me you'll want to be on this island forever. Unfortunately, you must take time to bask in the heat ( trials of life ). Once you leave this island, your focus will be sharpened, your spirit will be renewed, and your heart will be at peace. The worries and cares of this world will no longer disturb you, for you will be completely surrounded with the rest promised by taking on Christ's yoke.
P.S. I guess you figure that bubblebaths are one of my best practices for renewal and reflection. In the bathtub I sit right under the shower. As the water falls on my head, I think of the Holy Spirit pouring over me, renewing me with His refreshing oil.
Life Struggles
Facing struggles in life has always brought me only closer to God. Anytime I recall putting focus on anyone or anything else all I did was fall. I remember when I was a teenager I always had talent to sing, write, and draw. Everyone was always complimenting my work. As time went by and nothing progressed with my dreams, I just gave up and let it go. For many years my dreams and talent remained stagnant. I figured why bother pursuing it's just a waste of time. So- I turned back to Jesus and there He was with open arms, waiting for me. He filled me with Joy. So much joy and time went on and I just didn't even feel the need to pick up a pen or tune. Then I met a hunk. Yes, he was a christian and whoo-ooo- a musician. The perfect man in my eyes. in the beginning it was awesome. We sang together in church, he payed attention to my poems, songs, and even gassed me up about my books. We spent hours online looking for publishers and all. I started writing and singing again. Unfortunately, when things got tighter I had to let him go. So--------- I went back to Jesus lonely and sad and there He was with open arms waiting. He refilled me, restored me, rekindled me with amazing fire. So much that i didn't feel the need to pursue anything anymore. I lost the hunger to sing and write. As I sought God in spirit and in truth, it was different. This time I decided to surrender all my dreams, desires, and even thoughts to Him. WOW-- He blessed me with and awesome christian man who loves me and my children. Boom, I got all excited and boosted up enough to start talking about my talents and desires and dreams. My husban dis the best, but he just didn't seem as interested, nor talented as my ex was. He wasn't as thrilled with my dreams and goals as other people were. As time went by my desire again started fading. Not to mention at this point I have kids to distract me, a job to consume me, and a hub who doesn't revolve around me. So-------- I went back to Jesus saying "Lord- THAT's IT! No one cares about anything! No doors open up for me! I'm done with singing and writing!" I heard a voice saying, "Child, I called you to write. Write for my honor and glory. I care, I see and record all your work so it can be used in my time for my purpose." Ever since then, I have a passion to sing and write like never before. So------- I went to Jesus and I went again and again and again. And still to this day I will sing and write for Him only knowing that HE called and HE cares.
Fictional Stranger
Estella, your beautiful eyes are so convincing. When you ask for a favor I look at you and see the urge in your heart through your eyes. My dear friend. Estella, did you ever think about how your eyes is best friends with your mind? Your eyes work hard and is a slave for your mind. Just remember, nothing lasts forever. It all perishes after all, but the one thing that stands out in you besides your marble blue eyes is your soul. I see your motives and your heart for others. All your hard work inspires me to work harder. All your struggles and fears become mine when you share. I enjoy our every conversation and every project. Most of all, i enjoy our time with God. I feel renewed everytime we ding for Him. I'm excited with all the gardening you've taught me. i'm showing off all the weight I've lost working out a sweat to accomplish outside work. Estella, only if you knew how after all day spent with you, our little break, our little time for relaxation, it refills my soul. the whole day counted indeed, but that little time was written down and everyone around me benefits. Girl, I look forward to many more things to do and learn. After seeing what that little time of woship does to me and those around me, I want to extend that time. Estella, those miniature moments we spend with God are the times that the Heavens above thunder with joy and laughter. May we find wats to extend that moment in time which will carry us eternally into His presence. I love you girl.
Oh, by the way, I'm reading 2 Corinthians 4:16-18. Check it out and tell me what you think. I love your insights. They mean the world to me. Hugs and Kisses. I'll be up in the morning so count on me.
Thanks for helping me work out. You middle name should have been Duracelle:)
Oh, by the way, I'm reading 2 Corinthians 4:16-18. Check it out and tell me what you think. I love your insights. They mean the world to me. Hugs and Kisses. I'll be up in the morning so count on me.
Thanks for helping me work out. You middle name should have been Duracelle:)
My Sister Maria
She was such a beautiful and energetic woman. Always reaching out for the stars. Tiny and petite as she was, she managed to capture everyone's heart. her happy spirit was so contagious. Maria was a definite leader. A mother of three who never failed to be there. If you ever wanted to be in anyone's shoes, it would've been hers. No matter what struck, she just fought back like a mighty warrior. She believed in God and all but never really prayed because she said only crybabies run to God. She thought God was only for the weak people. Her mirror yelled out "You're strong Maria!" Before you knew it she was found by a wrong crowd.
Her young spirit always attracted young friends in her life. She was 30 hanging out with 20 year olds. Sad to say she played with drugs. She was a control freak. I always looked up to her because, man, her tinkerbell body dominated everything with no force. Her charm and life giving character just melted anyone. She never imagined drugs controlling her. Then she was so sucked up by drugs and wrong crowds it was like quicksand. One day the inevitable thing happened. She was raped on the roof of a crackhouse. No protection at all. She was infected with the HIV virus. Still, she willingly went to AA meetings, detox, took her medication, worked out, went to church not caring what anyone had to say. She toiled and pushed her way through.
Finally, she had a stroke. Her virus ate up all her immune system like a pacman to the point where she had no physical strength on her left side. She still rocked with her right side. Still worked out, all she could, saying, "Crybaby, I can do it!" Last, but not least, she lost all feeling on her right side. She couldn't move at all. it was then that she cried and said, "Lord, I'm a crybaby now, and I need you." He was there the whole time. I still remember how much she cried out to God not in anger, but in peace knowing that He was there for crybabies. In the whole month she was immobile in the hospital. She was constantly calling the Pastor to come and teach her Bible lessons. She knew her time here on earth was running out. The doctors gave her a week after the second stroke. Ha! She lived three more months after that and learned more of Jesus. I still remember her last words, "As my body dies, my soul will rise. Hallelujah! Praise the Lord!" And she cried like a baby.
Her young spirit always attracted young friends in her life. She was 30 hanging out with 20 year olds. Sad to say she played with drugs. She was a control freak. I always looked up to her because, man, her tinkerbell body dominated everything with no force. Her charm and life giving character just melted anyone. She never imagined drugs controlling her. Then she was so sucked up by drugs and wrong crowds it was like quicksand. One day the inevitable thing happened. She was raped on the roof of a crackhouse. No protection at all. She was infected with the HIV virus. Still, she willingly went to AA meetings, detox, took her medication, worked out, went to church not caring what anyone had to say. She toiled and pushed her way through.
Finally, she had a stroke. Her virus ate up all her immune system like a pacman to the point where she had no physical strength on her left side. She still rocked with her right side. Still worked out, all she could, saying, "Crybaby, I can do it!" Last, but not least, she lost all feeling on her right side. She couldn't move at all. it was then that she cried and said, "Lord, I'm a crybaby now, and I need you." He was there the whole time. I still remember how much she cried out to God not in anger, but in peace knowing that He was there for crybabies. In the whole month she was immobile in the hospital. She was constantly calling the Pastor to come and teach her Bible lessons. She knew her time here on earth was running out. The doctors gave her a week after the second stroke. Ha! She lived three more months after that and learned more of Jesus. I still remember her last words, "As my body dies, my soul will rise. Hallelujah! Praise the Lord!" And she cried like a baby.
There is None 2 trust in this earth!
Sometimes I wonder what on earth is my purpose. The answer 2 that fluctuates in my mind. But in my heart I believe that life is preparation for eternity. We were made 2 last 4ever, & God wants us 2 be with Him in Heaven.
One day my heart is going to stop, and that will be the end
of my body--but not of me. I may live 60 to 100 years on earth, but I am going to spend trillions of years in eternity. This is the warm-up act - the
dress rehearsal.
God wants me 2 practice on earth what I will do 4ever in
eternity. We were made by God and for God, and until you figure
that out, life isn't going to make sense. It sure doesn't 4 me at times.
Life is a series of problems: Either you r in 1 now, u're just coming out of 1, or u're getting ready 2 go in2 another 1. The reason 4 this is that God is more interested in your character than ur comfort.
God is more interested in making your life holy than He is in
making your life happy. We can be reasonably happy here on earth, but that's not the
goal of life. The goal is to grow in character, in Christ likeness.
This past year has been the greatest year of my life but also the toughest. My husband decided 4 me 2 homeschool our kids. That has always been my dream! We were blessed with a brandnew smaller home which in our eyes would make finances better. We are all healthy physically, praise God 4 that! I feel great because In someways I know we have come a long way....The tough thing is, I have discovered that no matter how much I pray, fast, or seek God, things are always prone 2 happen. Challenges with spouse, children and dreams are and will 4 ever be at stake.
You can focus on God's purpose 4 u, or on your problems.
If u choose ur problems, u're going in2 self-centeredness,
"which is my problem, my issues, my pain."
4 me, the easiest ways 2 get rid of pain is 2 get my focus off myself & put it on God & others.
I discovered quickly that in spite of all my prayers & time spent with God, it just wasn't going 2 exclude me from the hardships of life.
It has been very difficult 4 me, however, God has strengthened my character, given me a testimony 2 share with others, drawn me closer to Him and has revealed 2 me step by step that my trust should only be on Him.
You have to learn to deal with both the good and the bad of life. Actually, sometimes learning to deal with the good is harder.
For instance, I sometimes fantacize about 1 day having my book published and selling millions of copies.. I don't think God gives you money or notoriety for your own ego or for you to live a life of ease. So, in my little mental world of dreams, I began to ask God what He wanted me to do with this money, notoriety and influence. He gave me two different passages that helped me decide what to do, II Corinthians 9 and Psalm 72.
First, reguardless of all the money coming in, I would not change my
lifestyle one bit. I wouldn't make any major, needless purchases. I paid back all the people who have blessed me in the passed. Then I bought a small modern house with a jaccuzzi. I planted sunflowers and Iris's on my flowerbed and built a small academy right outside the house which would eventually become a sanctuary.
We need to ask ourselves: Am I going to live for possessions?
Popularity? Am I going to be driven by spouse pathetic pressures? Guilt 4 not being skinny enough? Bitterness towards things u cant change?
Materialism? Or am I going to be driven by God's purpose 4 my
life?
When I get up in the morning, I sit on the side of my bed and say, God, if I don't get anything else done today, I want to know
You more and love You better. God didn't put me on earth just to fulfill a to-do list. He's more interested in what I am than what I do. That's why we're called human beings, not human doings. In my happy moments, I will... PRAISE GOD. Difficult moments, SEEK GOD. Quiet moments, WORSHIP GOD.Painful moments, TRUST GOD.
Every moment, THANK GOD. "
As long as I live, I will always know that there is NONE in this earth 2 be trusted...Absolutely NONE...
One day my heart is going to stop, and that will be the end
of my body--but not of me. I may live 60 to 100 years on earth, but I am going to spend trillions of years in eternity. This is the warm-up act - the
dress rehearsal.
God wants me 2 practice on earth what I will do 4ever in
eternity. We were made by God and for God, and until you figure
that out, life isn't going to make sense. It sure doesn't 4 me at times.
Life is a series of problems: Either you r in 1 now, u're just coming out of 1, or u're getting ready 2 go in2 another 1. The reason 4 this is that God is more interested in your character than ur comfort.
God is more interested in making your life holy than He is in
making your life happy. We can be reasonably happy here on earth, but that's not the
goal of life. The goal is to grow in character, in Christ likeness.
This past year has been the greatest year of my life but also the toughest. My husband decided 4 me 2 homeschool our kids. That has always been my dream! We were blessed with a brandnew smaller home which in our eyes would make finances better. We are all healthy physically, praise God 4 that! I feel great because In someways I know we have come a long way....The tough thing is, I have discovered that no matter how much I pray, fast, or seek God, things are always prone 2 happen. Challenges with spouse, children and dreams are and will 4 ever be at stake.
You can focus on God's purpose 4 u, or on your problems.
If u choose ur problems, u're going in2 self-centeredness,
"which is my problem, my issues, my pain."
4 me, the easiest ways 2 get rid of pain is 2 get my focus off myself & put it on God & others.
I discovered quickly that in spite of all my prayers & time spent with God, it just wasn't going 2 exclude me from the hardships of life.
It has been very difficult 4 me, however, God has strengthened my character, given me a testimony 2 share with others, drawn me closer to Him and has revealed 2 me step by step that my trust should only be on Him.
You have to learn to deal with both the good and the bad of life. Actually, sometimes learning to deal with the good is harder.
For instance, I sometimes fantacize about 1 day having my book published and selling millions of copies.. I don't think God gives you money or notoriety for your own ego or for you to live a life of ease. So, in my little mental world of dreams, I began to ask God what He wanted me to do with this money, notoriety and influence. He gave me two different passages that helped me decide what to do, II Corinthians 9 and Psalm 72.
First, reguardless of all the money coming in, I would not change my
lifestyle one bit. I wouldn't make any major, needless purchases. I paid back all the people who have blessed me in the passed. Then I bought a small modern house with a jaccuzzi. I planted sunflowers and Iris's on my flowerbed and built a small academy right outside the house which would eventually become a sanctuary.
We need to ask ourselves: Am I going to live for possessions?
Popularity? Am I going to be driven by spouse pathetic pressures? Guilt 4 not being skinny enough? Bitterness towards things u cant change?
Materialism? Or am I going to be driven by God's purpose 4 my
life?
When I get up in the morning, I sit on the side of my bed and say, God, if I don't get anything else done today, I want to know
You more and love You better. God didn't put me on earth just to fulfill a to-do list. He's more interested in what I am than what I do. That's why we're called human beings, not human doings. In my happy moments, I will... PRAISE GOD. Difficult moments, SEEK GOD. Quiet moments, WORSHIP GOD.Painful moments, TRUST GOD.
Every moment, THANK GOD. "
As long as I live, I will always know that there is NONE in this earth 2 be trusted...Absolutely NONE...
How Would I know?
How Would I Know
I'm trying to find the way
But I don't know where to go,
Sometimes I think I found it
But how would I know?
I wish to see a sign
To lead me all the way,
Or a shepard to pull me
When I go astray
I know God is with me
But am I with Him?
How do I know
If I fell off the limb?
I want to walk so firm
But I get so confused,
All lifes trials & consequences
Have me deeply bruised.
I long to find my peace
I look forward to my dreams,
But how woulld I know
Where my path leads?
Oh God please clear my way
And let me see the light,
Reveal to me my weapons
And show me how to fight.
I need your mighty strength
To possess my emotions,
I give you all my worship
prayer and devotion.
I'm trying to find the way
But I don't know where to go,
Sometimes I think I found it
But how would I know?
I wish to see a sign
To lead me all the way,
Or a shepard to pull me
When I go astray
I know God is with me
But am I with Him?
How do I know
If I fell off the limb?
I want to walk so firm
But I get so confused,
All lifes trials & consequences
Have me deeply bruised.
I long to find my peace
I look forward to my dreams,
But how woulld I know
Where my path leads?
Oh God please clear my way
And let me see the light,
Reveal to me my weapons
And show me how to fight.
I need your mighty strength
To possess my emotions,
I give you all my worship
prayer and devotion.
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